Happy New Years to you all who are currently reading this blog!
Without a doubt I am still sad and angry about last year. There several factors that made me feel a certain way. Primary reason why was because the failure with two relationship that I gave so much to last year. Second reason was because the fact that I have suspended indefinitely from UMBC. I am very fortunate to found a job at Bank of America, and it is looking nothing but upward. Some say that, there is no reason to be upset now. I am not happy because.....I've come so far and yet so far away. I made promise to myself this year that I am going to the middle class along with BOA, and it is not going that way. I love my job without any doubt or concerns. The reason why I am not happy with where I am right now is because I do not like the people that I work with. Believe me, after this whole week of education, I found myself to be more stupid than ever. I am not happy the fact that my friends are making more than I do simply because they have a college degree. Where is the logic to this? It is a piece of paper that I work so hard for it, yet I never got it. I never got it!
This brings up a good point. I am coming to a epiphany just yesterday and today. Out of many things that I do so well in life. I never got there. Music and DJing......never set foot in the door.
College Degree......never got it. What am I good for? What can I do with these hands and a mind? I am looking to go back to college and finish up my degree in Economics in UMBC by 2011. Details at the end
To my present and past in tears joy and pain, everything has to come out tonight. I just can't hold any longer. To Roz: Thank you! Thank you for showing me what I can do with myself. Thank you for the inspiration, because you said. "I just can't work at retails all my life." To Candice, you are just one crazy ass bitch. But thank you for those community college days for helping me out. Come to think of it, all yall are crazy ass bitches. I kid I kid. To Walt: Thank you! To Brandon: Thank you as well. To all my mom and bro: Thank you for being there for me, although I was being a bitch about it. There are still lots of things to get off my chest. I think I got the gist of it. So here is the plan
Limin wants to graduate by 2011 Plan:::::::
Essential Tunes FM = Canceling
Facebook Account = Canceling
AIM = Offline
Planning to sell my two turntables with the cd player.
Planning to save up at least 5-6k by June 2009
Planning to take online course during Fall 2009 @ CCBC
Planning to take 4 classes until GPA improves
Plan to attend UMBC by Fall 2010.
Plan to go part time with BOA Fall of 2010
Plan to graduate UMBC with a BA in Economics by 2011 Spring
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